As I was writing my previous entry I was listening to the band The Used. They're one of my favorite bands and I have been listening to them for a long time now. I don't know if you do this with music, but when I listen to music, especially older stuff, I always remember how things were when I first heard the song or use to listen to it a lot. I was listening to a song called Maybe Memories, which I think is a fantastic song about breaking through your own chains and moving forward in life and it just reminded me of sunny skies in CA and good friends. Then I got to thinking about how I feel like I have broken through most of my chains and am living a great and blessed life. The relationships I have with people are just getting better and better and I keep an open mind about things and people and just am experiencing life for the first time in awhile. Things are great and I only see them getting better. I know it's not an easy road, but I am optimistic.
In case you were wondering what the song says here it is:
"Maybe Memories"
Well we tried to trudge through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
White it out like glittering wax butterflies