Me and My Hiatus
There is a lot of shit that is going on right now in life. The days go by day after day and suddenly a week has gone by and I feel like so much and so little has been accomplished. There is this endless list of things to do and there is the pressure of bills and the world that seems to get heavier each day. I have not talked to anyone on the phone or even wanted to really deal with people lately because of everything that is going on. To much is going on to list, but when you are catching an average of 2 mice a day in your own home you know that times aren't the greatest. I really am trying to stay positive and strong, and the fight continues, I just feel like I am getting my ass handed to me right now. This has been the worst/best year of my life. It is crazy that that statement is 100% true. I care less and less about others as of now and really could care less about things like myspace, facebook, and this blog. With that said I plan on taking what I like to look at as a vacation from all of it. I need to focus on what is important and this fake life I lead in these social networks just isn't worth it. I really don't have that many friends right now so I don't have to worry about losing any, but don't expect me to be Mr. Happy these next couple of days, weeks, or even months. I am hitting the "off switch" on a lot of things that I do throughout my day that are pointless. I do appreciate the response I would get from this whether it came in the form of comments, emails, or even phone calls, but honestly none of that is neccessary and I do not want any of that right now. This is about Amy and myself fighting for life and doing what is needed to achieve it. For now I stay secluded...
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